Friday, April 29, 2005

是日晚餐-靚靚deluxe 版

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好好味! 又有營養﹐而且樣樣我都食, 好難得! 不過最緊要係食得開心﹐要靚靚到會﹐重要A子洗碗﹐真係好多謝!

Thursday, April 28, 2005

是日晚餐

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心結

自禮拜天的傷心與失望﹐ 終於在昨晚解決了﹐說了要說的說話﹐覺得舒服了許多。仍然能夠跟你講出心底話﹐縱然是流著淚﹐還是值得高興的。若不能坦誠去講﹐我真的不能再面對你...

Saturday, April 23, 2005

日子

一日比一日難過...

Friday, April 22, 2005

fung din siu wah

nay hai doh gong la.

好消息

一起身就聽到東瀛的好消息﹐開心呀! 亞媽都好開心呀﹐好似A子講﹐科技認真發達﹐我都同B子傾過下。我覺得果名好好呀﹐一個好靚仔既名。神祝福你呀﹐E太郎!

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

在心中

突然想跟你說﹐雖然在人前﹐我總是看似不在乎(這是曾經一度開始的習慣)﹐但你的事情﹐我總是記在心中。若你真的這樣了解我﹐我想你會明白你對我的重要性﹐你會明白我對你如何﹐你會明白我的反反覆覆﹐你會明白我唯一能做的就是這樣...永遠將你放在心中。

The Angel Stadium Declaration: April 17, 2005

From Purpose Driven Life Daily Devotional...
by John Fischer

On April 6, 1980, 205 people attended Saddleback Valley Community Church's first public worship service. On Sunday, April 17, 2005, 30,000 people gathered at Angel Stadium in Anaheim, California, to celebrate 25 years of ministry at Saddleback Church. At the culmination of a three-hour service of worship and remembrance, thousands rose to their feet to read the following together as a commitment to doing God's will for the next 25 years. It is and will be referred to as The Angel Stadium Declaration: April 17, 2005. I offer it to our devotional readers for the inspiration that it was to me. I suggest you print it and put it where you can refer to it often. That's what I'm going to do.

The Angel Stadium Declaration: April 17, 2005

Today I am stepping across the line. I'm tired of waffling and I'm finished with wavering; I've made my choice, the verdict is in and my decision is irrevocable. I'm going God's way. There's no turning back now!

I will live the rest of my life serving God's purposes with God's people on God's planet for God's glory. I will use my life to celebrate His presence, cultivate His character, participate in His family, demonstrate His love, and communicate His word.

Since my past has been forgiven and I have a purpose for living and a home awaiting in heaven, I refuse to waste any more time or energy on shallow living, petty thinking, trivial talking, thoughtless doing, useless regretting, hurtful resenting, or faithless worrying. Instead, I will magnify God, grow to maturity, serve in ministry, and fulfill my mission in the membership of His family.

Because this life is preparation for the next, I will value worship over wealth, "we" over "me," character over comfort, service over status, and people over possessions, position, and pleasures. I know what matters most and I'll give it all I've got. I'll do the best I can with what I have for Jesus Christ today.

I won't be captivated by culture, manipulated by critics, motivated by praise, frustrated by problems debilitated by temptation or intimidated by the devil. I'll keep running my race with my eyes on the goal, not the sidelines or those running by me. When times get tough, and I get tired, I won't back up, back off, back down, back out or backslide. I'll just keep moving forward by God's grace. I'm Spirit-led, purpose-driven and mission-focused so I cannot be bought, I will not be compromised, and I shall not quit until I finish the race.

I'm a trophy of God's amazing grace so I will be gracious to everyone, grateful for every day, and generous with everything that God entrusts to me.

To my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, I say: However, Whenever, Wherever, and Whatever you ask me to do, my answer in advance is yes! Wherever you lead and whatever the cost, I'm ready. Anytime. Anywhere. Anyway. Whatever it takes Lord; Whatever it takes! I want to be used by you in such a way, that on that final day I'll hear you say, "Well done, thou good and faithful one. Come on in, and let the eternal party begin!"

忽爾今夏

想不到﹐一下子就夏天了。曾經說過沒有甚麼好期待﹐但我還是興幸夏天終於會來到。應該是說﹐興幸自己仍然有盼望。始終﹐夏天還是會有些期待以久﹐又令我高興的事情發生的。

Monday, April 18, 2005

冷靜面對

由一開始就決定要冷靜面對﹐一方面﹐這是唯一的辦法。另一方面﹐我亦沒有逃避的奢侈。如果可以﹐我也希望這只是一場惡夢。只可惜﹐對爸爸來說﹐這是一場不分晝夜的煎熬。

好多人覺得我應該很痛﹐很擔心﹐感恩的是我真的沒有大家想像中那麼差。真的﹐這樣做亦都沒有用。誰又能用思慮使壽數多加一刻呢? 一天的難處一天當就夠了。感恩的是﹐我暫時仍然吃得下﹐睡得穩(睡不夠是另一會事)。

Saturday, April 16, 2005

悼...你的肩上有蜻蜓嗎?

2004 年9月3日﹐網上漫遊到一個不認識的人的網頁﹐看到關於蜻蜓的故事﹐感觸﹐於是寫了以下一首不登樣的詩。

今日偶爾在bookmark 中看到這網頁﹐想重看一下故事。誰料﹐看到網主的友人寫了一篇悼辭﹐原來網主已於去年12月車禍離世。應該是只得二十來歲的﹐還剛回香港做好友的伴郎呢﹐想不到他剛結婚的友人到頭來要為他寫悼辭...

在此再刊登這首詩﹐紀念這位曾經給我靈感的網主。

你的肩上有蜻蜓嗎?

如果這個夏季,
你的身邊常有蜻蜓徘徊低飛﹐
你會知道那是我麼?

如果永遠只能做你身邊的蜻蜓﹐
偶爾能在你的肩上停落,
看著你跟戀人喃喃細語﹐
見到你快樂的笑臉﹐
默默的留著淚﹐
是應該
向上帝祈求
回到從前﹐做回自己嗎?

如果有一天﹐
在蕭條的深秋﹐
你終於發現蜻蜓不見了。
別忘了﹐
在某年夏季﹐
你的身邊常有蜻蜓徘徊低飛﹐
默默的﹐深情的﹐
為你守望﹐祝禱﹐
那曾是我。

P.S. 原來二百二十四天之後﹐我還是...

Nickel

知道不少朋友有搜集quarter﹐大家又知唔知美國出左新既nickel 呢? 之前睇報紙見過﹐昨日數零錢的時候發現自己也有幾個。

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2005 Obverse Design: "President Jefferson with Handwritten Liberty"

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2005 Spring Reverse Design: "American Bison"

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2005 Summer/Fall Reverse Design: "Ocean in view! O! The joy!"

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Cold Turkey

原來不是沒有可能的...

Thursday, April 14, 2005

無用...

曾經講過一定不能這樣做﹐如果可以控制得了﹐自然不會。可是...為甚麼這樣呢? 最怕叫人擔心﹐但無辦法﹐只能怪自己無用﹐眼淺。

滿足

不能說今天不高興﹐其實在平淡的日子﹐兩次聽到久違了的鈴聲﹐我已經很滿足了。

56 days later

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經過千山萬水﹐七八五十六日之後﹐終於收到兩個多月前買的東西。發生了太多事﹐差點忘了買了些甚麼...

Monday, April 11, 2005

Add value ...brought to you by babytomato

Delight in beauty, and you make it more beautiful.
Cherish life, and you make it more meaningful.
Be thankful for the good things, and you make them even better.
Make use of your strengths, and they become even stronger.
Share your joy, and it becomes far more joyful.
Give your love, and there's more of it to have.
Be happy with the little victories, and they soon merge together into big accomplishments.
Appreciate every moment, and they will bring you great treasure.
Focus your thoughts and your feelings on the goodness that's there in your present situation. Then consider what you can do to make that goodness grow.
Every day, every hour, every action, word, and thought is an opportunity to add value to life.
The more of those opportunities you seize and fulfill the better life will surely become.
-- Ralph Marston

Sunday, April 10, 2005

多謝弟兄姊妹們

多謝弟兄姊妹們的探訪﹐尤其多謝你們好清楚地將福音再講一次﹐分享經文﹐為到爸爸禱告。知道大家都忙﹐但都抽空來到﹐多謝你們的心意。

又多謝賢內助的靚湯。

又多謝Tiger 姐﹐YY﹐梅醫的電話﹐多謝你們的提議。真的﹐傾電話始終有其好處。其實都想call 一些外地友人﹐但現在時間真的好難遷就。如果大家call 我﹐就最好啦。

亞星訪問

尋日﹐技安問: Kung Fu Hustle 係咩戲離架? 咪功夫囉。甘佢再問﹐邊個係導演呀? 咪亞星囉。甘佢話﹐Stephen Chow 即係亞星呀﹐我係收音機聽過佢既訪問呀。又會甘既﹐大家唔知有無聽過呢?

亞星訪問

Saturday, April 09, 2005

未暖稠繆

雖說未食五月粽﹐寒衣未入籠﹐但在這杜鵑花日子﹐決定先將一部分冬天衣服收好﹐因為真的不夠地方啦﹐加上不知未來數周有多忙﹐還是未全然轉暖﹐就先稠繆吧。

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打開信箱

驚喜地收到從香港寄來﹐楊牧谷牧師的癌症答客問! 還有那小卌子與CD﹐多謝你! 要花一點時間才能看完書本﹐但看了序中提及的香港防癌會OncoLink 已經覺得很有用。雖然信箱都是junk mail 的多﹐但就像收到TX來的明信片與CA來的慰問卡那天一樣﹐今天為你的愛心感恩。

事奉的提醒

每年到這個時候﹐都會開始問本界GF 同工明年的動向。今年﹐魚生叫大家為到以下既禱告同思想:

Prayer for another year of service:
- Should I continue to stay in the core group and/or GF? Should I go on to EF?
- If I want to serve in core group for another year will I have the commitment, with 100% attendance and participation?
- Reflection: Did I gain from this past year of service? Was I serving for God?

好多謝魚生既提醒。有時候我們事奉慣了﹐如果不去思想為誰﹐為何而做﹐很容易變成做一個課外﹐工餘活動的職員﹐純粹為了攪program。 又或者我們會變得不再認真﹐馬馬虎虎的﹐遲到早退﹐只將次好的給神。又可能我們做得勉強﹐沒有了事奉的喜樂。如果事奉變成這樣﹐真的相當可悲。

一直相信事奉係神俾基督徒好大的恩典與祝福。全能的神要成就祂的事工﹐又何需用到軟弱的人? 但神都讓我們參與其中﹐係為要我們在當中經歷祂自己﹐亦俾機會我地成長。神俾每個信徒都有恩賜﹐我們又有否當忠心的管家去時事奉呢? 抑或只係將恩賜埋係地底呢?

有時見弟兄姊妹不樂意事奉﹐真係好痛心。不做﹐或是做得不甘心﹐都唔係好事。其實﹐神一定會成全佢既工作。如果無人甘心樂意去為神工作﹐我寧願職位懸空﹐都唔想"又挨又西"去叫無心人做。

有一段經文講到僕人的本分﹐唔係直接講事奉﹐但係都好值得我地去諗下:

以弗所書6:6-8
不要只在眼前事奉、像是討人喜歡的、要像基督的僕人、從心裏遵行 神的旨意.
甘心事奉、好像服事主、不像服事人。
因為曉得各人所行的善事、不論是為奴的、是自主的、都必按所行的得主的賞賜。

Thursday, April 07, 2005

From Rick Warren's Ministry Toolbox

"If you want to last over the long haul of ministry, you have to learn how to recharge yourself spiritually, emotionally, physically, and mentally. Here's an easy formula to remember: Divert daily, withdraw weekly, abandon annually. Know what relaxes you and what recharges you -- and do it." - Rick Warren

"Even though on the outside it often looks like things are falling apart on us, on the inside, where God is making new life, not a day goes by without his unfolding grace." - 2 Corinthians 4:16 (Msg)

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Thanks, J!

好多謝你的電話﹐雖然講的不是開心事﹐但真的好高興可以同你傾。係分享既時候﹐都諗番起神一路保守帶領﹐當然現在甚麼也未開始﹐但係好多小事上都睇到神的恩典。尤其多謝你關心我的情況﹐除左神睇住﹐好多弟兄姊妹都知架啦﹐唔會有事既。真的多謝你的禱告與關心! 有時間call 我啦﹐我都會call 你架。

P.S. 同埋都開心知道你地終於聯絡上啦!

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

好感動

嘩﹐P&P, 好多謝你地呀﹐雖然返唔到團契﹐但係估唔到你地甘有心思。都係個句﹐無以為報﹐唯有...

skype

想請問各位有無用開skype 呢? download 左之後只係玩過一次﹐今日真係有需要用﹐但係又唔知點解唔得喎。login 唔到﹐整個新account 又唔得﹐如果大家有用開﹐唔該講我聽﹐唔知係咪攪錯左D野呢?

“願你平安”(六)...thanks!

蕭律柏著

“願恩惠、平安從父神與我們的主耶穌基督歸與你們。”-加拉太書1章3節

有一個人和他的女兒住在深山裡。他們牧羊維生。一天他們外出尋找迷失的一隻小羊。他們發現這小羊被一棵荊棘所纏著。他們小心翼翼地將小羊救出,但是小羊被荊棘所剌身上有數處受傷流血。那人的女兒哭著說:“爸爸,這是一棵不好的荊棘我們把它砍下來吧。”

第二天,他們帶同斧頭要去將那棵荊棘砍下。當他們去到的時候,小女孩看到一隻小鳥飛到那棵荊棘的樹枝上。它將那小羊被荊棘所纏著時而仍然掛在枝上的一叢羊毛用力扯出來,啄在口中然後飛去。

小女孩抬頭望著她的父親說:“我想神將這荊棘放在這裡是有祂的旨意的。我看還是不應該將這荊棘砍掉,因為它幫助那鳥兒將羊毛帶給初生的小鳥作床舖。”

不要讓生命中的的荊棘阻礙了你的視野。荊棘可能刺傷了你而好像全無意義。但是在神所為你預備了的計劃之中,可能是一個令你更能看見祂賜給你生命中更大的可能。當你行在荊棘路上,要有平安,因為神正與你同行。

今天我在神的平安之中安息,
祂的平安勝過生命中任何的境況。

Monday, April 04, 2005

Happy Birthday, SummerSnow191!

生日快樂呀!

真係無時間寄出你的禮物﹐希望好快會見到你啦。

正在看...

楊牧谷的再生情緣﹐多謝A子的借出.

Sunday, April 03, 2005

要記得多謝

在未來的日子﹐會忙﹐好怕會唔記得多謝大家的禱告﹐關心與其他實際的幫忙﹐趁現在有空先寫下來﹐雖然不會所有人都看到﹐但起碼讓開始自己記得﹐為大家的愛感謝神。

1) 大家的禱告與關心﹐不少弟兄姊妹有email, SMS, IM﹐ 打電話給我。 已盡量回覆與update﹐若未覆﹐請別擔心﹐暫時未有新的update。
2) 大家弄的,買來的湯水﹐食物 (尤其多謝花媽與Za 的湯水)
3) 大家的探訪﹐暫時要安排一下時間﹐因為爸爸比夠累﹐不想一下子太密集式的﹐反而令他更辛苦﹐或對福音產生反感。多謝已offer 會來的弟兄姊妹。
4) 營養師姊妹提供的食譜
5) A子﹐亞花的書﹐A子﹐BP﹐魚生的VCD (唔寫低我驚唔記得還)
6) 今日雄哥﹐王子﹐星霸的問候。多謝IG陪我去買魚。
7) 多謝大佬車我﹐幫技安買野食﹐陪我去買Ensure Plus.
8) 多謝曾經歷家人大病的友人的提議﹐無論係飲食方面﹐照顧病人情緒﹐家人心情各樣﹐好有幫助。發現原來好多弟兄姊妹有這樣的經歷﹐驚覺自己真的關心得太少。
9) 多謝大家offer ride, 其他各樣的實際幫助﹐暫時尚算ok, 好似B子話﹐三姊弟係好好多﹐大家分擔一下﹐會無甘辛苦。但連續兩日5:30 起身﹐已經覺得很累﹐但要工作的媽一定更累。但現在因保險的關係﹐更加要工作﹐請為她的健康與心情禱告。

有姊妹說想關心我﹐又不知怎做。其實雖然忙﹐但如果大家打電話﹐IM, 又或email 我﹐有空的話﹐我一定會回覆。一直都enjoy 教會生活﹐現在不能常返教會﹐更加希望有fellowship 的時間﹐雖然不會是一齊查經﹐housegathering, 食lunch﹐但都想跟大家保持聯繫﹐知道大家的情況。

我想現在最想說的是﹐如果家人未信﹐快些傳福音吧。還有﹐當你能自己安排時間去教會﹐去事奉的時候﹐要珍惜這些機會﹐人真的只會越來越忙。不要怕用了時間返查經﹐去車人會蝕底﹐將屬神的時間交上是應當的。

Friday, April 01, 2005

記得﹐記不得

今天﹐我給了護士Pam 一個驚喜﹐因為雖然只是兩星期前有數面之緣﹐但我竟然記得她的名字。

當然﹐也有些事﹐我以為人家應該記得的﹐但記不得﹐我也只能說句算了吧...